Horrified, terrified and traumatized . D:
I cried throughout the whole movie (Paranormal Activity). And I admit I'm veh timid. Kay, enough of that movie. The scenes are disturbing and I don't dare to sleep at night.

And I want to keep on smiling, because I know the world won't abandon me. It's a faith in me that's growing, lil by lil bit. I feel that knowing you is going to be the second best thing in my life. And you're the first one I want to believe that ain't going to hurt me.

Tired, shall drink redbull later.
Gng work with Shanshan later, shall go bathe now. Bye!

It's never easy to forget .

Kay, fine. I'm a such a dimwit. Sales terrible these few days, got scolded alrdy. Smack me awake, thanks. Going to get fired at this rate I'm going. ):

And I'm sick. With headache, blocked nose, sorethroat, cough.

I hope, payday faster come. 15 more days, ohgawdd. {So longggg!}

Anybody want to watch 2012 with me? :DDDDDDDDDDDDD
I badly badly want to know if everybody died in the end, LOL!

我会放弃，会忘记，会遗弃这段感情。
不是因为我不爱了，而是明白了。
如果是我的，不用我做什么，他都还是会是我的，如果不是，做什么他还是终究会离开我的。
况且，受了伤才会长大。
就跟没跌倒过，学不会走路是一样的道理。
谁都不知道未来会有什么变卦，可是现在的我真的看开了，不想为爱难过，不想为爱落下一滴眼泪。
如果回得到从前，我想我还是会疯狂爱你一次，再伤心很久后，然后看开吧。

我们的爱情，像流星划过天空，就只有那一瞬间。也像许过的愿望，在梦里实现。

I've only slept for less than 2hours today, so please do bear with my craps.

BLAHBLAHBLAHBLAH .

Feeling super giddy now, but am working later. Can't off, today's sunday. Grr. Wonder what to wear later.

Hmms, I have this craving for duck noodles.

Okay, this is so random because I never liked noodles. And duck too. Feel like drinking coke, and I shall do so later.

I'm hungry.

And there was this quote I heard from yihuan, a hungry man is an angry man .

So, I am angry as well.



Kay, I shall now shut up and bang the walls.

Kay, fine .

I'm working tomorrow and I'm still happily using comp now. After one day of chalet, one night of photoshot and one whole day of tiring work.

Chalet was enjoyable, photoshot was fcuk fun and work was daily routine .

So, what should I say?

TIRED .

Nights everybody.

Tell me when will I stop falling .

I feel lost, no idea what to do at all. Hectic life I had, for that past few days, working fills up the emptiness in me. Told myself over and over again, take it that nothing had happened before. But it's never possible, it's almost the same as telling yourself you won't breathe but you'll still breathe. It's a never ending misery for me, and I know it, want to end it, but just can't. Dejian, dejian, dejian, dejian. This is what that keep on ringing inside my brain.

I'm not ahlian, never wanted to be so vulgar, so violent either. But what can I do, if I'm always alone. It's never my idea to be independent, I always wanted to rely on others. But who to rely on . If somebody talked bad about me, who will stand up for me. Only my ownself. I can't sit there and wait to be bullied. And it's plain unreasonable. When somebody talked bad about me, I confront him/her, he/she complains that I bully him/her. Then that whole big group of busybodies will think I'm a bully and go around spread and spread. It was never fair to me.

Nothing is right.

Feeling helpless, feeling this world of silence on my own.

Today off day ! :B

I'm dead tired de manzx, just woke up. My phone didn't just step into coma, fake a sleep or what. It really died, the heartbeat is 0. Fcuk . Was checking stocks happily and my phone fell off from my shorts and banged onto the floor. So I'll get a new phone later . Any phone will do, just for temp use, next mid month will get better phone.

I wanted to cry but no tears came out . ):

And, there was this horrible couple on the mrt that talked bad about me. That pair of bastard and bitch.

I'm really veh veh veh veh veh veh veh tired .

Don't ask me how it ended, why it ended, when it ended or whatever. It just ended, the way it originally should had been.

Exhausted, I've been working full time for these past 4 days. Today start work at 1pm, finally can sleep longer. I work at bugis street, ABFL10. I work with chenyang(yangyang), miaoqian(miaomiao), wanglu, suna(nana) and wendy. I made a new friend, Kiyomi. She's helping me get the gucci lock lanyard I badly want from overseas. HAHA! I'm getting it, weewoooo~ She got the limited edition gucci lock lanyard. I'm envious . But one have to be contented with what you have, right? HAHA! I think Korean girls damn chioo de siak. And I lovvvve my job damn much. <33

Go watch tv ler, byeeeeeee.

Morning guys! <33

I'm leaving my house at 10am later to meet sanba and train to bugis work work. :D I bought a new slippers yesterday, like finally yo! My toe nail is like swollen already, thanks to the pumps and heels I've been wearing. I'm excited and nervous de larhs. HAHA!

And, to to to: www.crazy4u520.blogspot.com
This big fat ugly dinasaur backstabbed me, telling sanba that I don't want work with her. Then, I texted her. She sent 3 messages full of sorrysorry. My classmates will know, she loves to sing that kay? Then, I ask her to come out settle everything. She say she don't want, then say she's not as innocent as how we think. Of course she not innocent larhs, she supposingly sell body at geylang de ley. Loved by those uncles de ley, how be innocent. HAHA! She say I'll get my retribution back, but what I was doing was giving her back her own retribution for backstabbing me yea? And can't blame me to laugh at her messages. Her vulgarities sounds so off and she step-ahlian to me. HAHA! Haiya, everything next year start of the year then we slowly one by one settle la horhs. I feel superior compared to you, because I don't hook up guys online acting as a japaneses, because I don't go around step-ahlian, because I don't purposly show off my bra, because I don't copy others. You should feel inferior about your ownself, with a looks like that already, you don't even have inner beauty. Pathetic.

Alright, end of my post. (:

BYEEEEEEE!

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Working tmr, shall sleeeeeeep until daybreak aft I ate my lunch. :D

I got followed home by a 20+yo guy yesterday, (!)
He followed me until my house doorstep.
Veh scary, I was freaked out yea?

&& , I miss my boyf badly badly.

I am super duper uberrrr hungry now.
So, byeeee! <3

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If is a chiobu say I ugly, I'm still okay with it. But when that person is a fat, short and fugly, and also look like gorilla person says that, sorry but please la horhs, there's a mirror in your shop, please take a look. I ugly you huanlo, at least I where should have meat, got meat, where shouldn't have, also don't have much. Yours is all grown at the wrong place. Boobs small, stomach big, buttock big, legs big. Poor you, I can fully understand why you can't stand me. Don't be envious of us, okay. Shall wear the fat girls don't enter tshirt tomorrow, :D We've got sales, we've got figure, we've got smart brains. While you, this pathetic you, just got fatttts. I won't blame you, really. You can continue staring at me, I can't blame you, you're just jealous, that's all. HAHA!

XINYI.P, preferably called PANGPANG
{L} LouisVuitton, Gucci and Chanel
Detests: Stalkers and KPOs
I work at bugis street ABFL10 . (:

Smiles, the world won't abandon me.